What up y'all ......I just got off a 38 1/2 hour lock down......Shit Cray...! Don't nobody wanna go through any amount of time of that shit, it's just not life! For me it was as simple as my bracelet had died! (Now iCant leave the state!) Put in work coming soon! So in a way, I just got a brief glimpse of how shit was bout to go down, but I had already seen the more lengthy part, and it wasn't something I was trying to go thru again.
Missed class, luckily it landed on both my days off, and right after my last day of the work week, (What a pay period Smh!) I'm a firm believer in everything happens for a reason, so I would find myself sitting there thinking, god must want me to be in here for some reason, it was getting real for my thoughts, if I didn't recite songs from memory, I would've went insane! Mostly drake shit, I tried to go through the whole "so far gone" by memory, and i mixed up "Little bit", and "Successful"! Lol, I don't know how!
But I had a lot of thoughts about this one particular girl!......."She Knows!" ~J. Cole
But what got me through that long, limited eating, concrete laying, one blanket having lock down, was that my mother told me that that was an "Honest mistake!" She was so calm, cool, and collective!.....& by the time I knew I was getting out of there and I was calm cool and collective, as Soon as I seen her, she was damn near in tears!!! It was like she knew she had to be strong for me to get through that,....& it worked. I appreciate it! Love you!
~MAL
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